That's how it feels

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this is why I never get anything done........

Boy let down your wall

Will you please let down your wall so
I can finally come on in. 
And see I'm
Not like all the other girls that
You have been messing with, see I

Want to give you everything
Will you please except my heart?
I won't let anything, tare this love apart.

I said, no way, no how, not me, not now
I'm gonna prove my love is true
Breaking your heart is something I won't do.


I love you with all of my heart
And as long I'm breathing nothing's gonna tear us apart
I love you and I need you, nothing's gonna change my mind.

Call me Selfish

Well, it's too late for giving in
I've been waiting for too long
There's no way that I could lose
Giving me the love you've been holding back
Today I'm not gonna wait
Not anymore, the time is now
I'd give up everything
Just to have you for myself
Cuz when I think about it

Your love, your kiss
I never felt anything like this
You're sent from above
I'm so in love
When I think about it
Your touch, your smile
I never felt anything like this
And I know it's real
It's just the way that I feel
I'm just a little bit

I'm selfish
I don't wanna share you with anybody else
Don't want them hugging you
Touching you, feeling you, kissing you
You could call me selfish

Places you used to be

I'm reaching out for you, but it’s just an empty bed
Dreamin’ that you were here, oh how quickly I forget
That You comin’ through the door, is just an echo in my heart
And I try to pretend it’s over, but it never gets verified

Cuz' it just don’t feel right when I know you’re not there
And the sound of goodbye still follows me everywhere
And I just can't move on, but I feel my heart stop and stare
And the only thing I see are places you used to be

Took all your photographs, and I hid them all away
But each time I close my eyes, I’m staring at your face
I open the closet door, still a hint of your cologne
And I try to pretend it’s over, but you’re everywhere I go

I still sleep in the shirt
you left on the chair
I still can hear you walk up the stairs
I still can hardly breathe
Each time I forget
that you’re not
here with me

You make me melt

Never been the type of woman that needed someoneI had to do the things myself or it never got doneNever knew around the corner I’d meet someoneThat I would be totally comfortable sharing my love with.

Now I’m letting my guard downMy heart is yours nowBaby cause...

You make me meltLike an iceberg on the sea, Baby you do things to meThat I never feltYou make me meltNever ever been this weak, this is all brand new to me.I think I should tell yaThat you make me melt, 
You should never say never, Cause it’s happening to meUsed to say, “I’ll never let a man take the lead”But now I’m independent, Baby you’re all I needWouldn't last a day or a night without you next to meI’ve always been the cool independent typeBut now I’m different when I look in your eyes.I try to play it as cool as iceBut you make me melt every single time.

Christina Aguilera - Save Me From Myself [Official Video]

Christina Aguilera "I'm OK"

A very personal song from Christina Aguilera

Lyrics: 
Once upon a time there was a girl
In her early years she had to learn
How to grow up living in a war that she called home
Never knew just where to turn for shelter from the storm
Hurt me to see the pain across my mother's face
Every time my father's fist would put her in her place
Hearing all the yelling, I would cry up in my room
Hoping it would be over soon

Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so afraid
Strength is my mother for all the love she gave
And every morning that I wake I look back at yesterday
And I'm okay

I often wonder why I've carried all this guilt
When it's you that helped me put up all these walls I've built
Shadows stir at night through a crack in the door
The echo of a broken child screaming "please, no more"
Daddy don't you understand the damage you have done?
For you it's just a memory, but for me it still lives on

Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so, so afraid
Strength is my mother for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake I look back at yesterday

It's not so easy to forget
All the marks you left along her neck
When I was thrown against cold stairs
And everyday afraid to come home,
In fear of what I might see there

Bruises fade father but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so afraid
Strength is my mother for all the love you gave
Every morning that I wake, I look back at yesterday
And I'm okay
Mm
I'm okay

Toni braxton - Pulse

They're shaking their heads and sayin' thatIt's no use, oohThat we've tried everythingAnd there's nothing more that we could do(When I look in your eyes)That's when I know(That we'll be last ones)So let us hopeSo they can say what they want toBut I'm not givin' up on loveSo that's why I'm feeling for a pulse
I can feel his breathingFeel my heart beatingSeems a little weak hereBut I know that we can come back to liferevive it, revive it, revive it
I'm feelin' for a pulseI can feel his breathingFeel my heart beatingSeems a little weak hereBut I know that we can come back to lifeRevive and revive and revive, ohh
There's a lot of painBut we can do it babyWe've been goin', lost a lot of love along the wayDon't care what they sayIt's not over babeImma do whatever it takesAnd I'll never give upSo that's why I'm feeling for a pulse

Toni Braxton - Save Me

I'm all alone tonightNo stars are shining on meI'm thinkin' I'd be alrightIf somebody would just call me, yeah
I know that I'm not crazyEverybody must get this way, sometimesSo look aroundFor the people in your life that say
Save me, I need somebody's help hereThought it would be alright butI'm not pullin' through on my ownIs anyone around who can save me
I'm fallin' down, it's crazyIf this is the pain God gave meI'm cool with thatBut won't somebody save me
I guess you missed the signsBut honey I can never blame youI don't want ya feelin' guiltyThat'd keep you in pain too(Ooh)
Now I can't hear you when I'm far away, awaySo maybe you could learn from thisAnd help somebody else someday
'Cause I'm human after allAnd I could not catch my fallAnd nobody ever came around my wayTo check up on me and see if I was doin' alrightNobody came to save me
Save me, I need somebody's help hereThought it would be alright butI'm not pullin' through on my ownIs anyone around who can save me
I'm fallin' down, it's crazyIf this is the pain God gave meI'm cool with thatBut won't somebody save me
Save me from my demonsSave me from myselfSave me, somebody save meI need someones help
Save me, I need somebody's help hereThought it would be alright butI'm not pullin' through on my ownIs anyone around who can save me
I'm fallin' down, it's crazyIf this is the pain God gave meI'm cool with thatBut won't somebody save me(Won't somebody save me)
Save me, I need somebody's help hereThought it would be alright butI'm not pullin' through on my ownIs anyone around who can save me
I'm fallin' down, it's crazyIf this is the pain God gave meI'm cool with thatBut won't somebody save me

Toni Blaxton - Let It Flow

First thing in Monday morning
I'm gonna pack my tears away
Got no cause to look back
I'm lookin' for me a better day
You see the thing 'bout love is that it's not enough
If the only thing it brings you is pain

There comes a time when we could
All make a change darling

Just let go
Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Everything's gonna work out right you know
Just let go, let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Just let it go baby

Don't nobody want no broke heart
And don't nobody want no two time losers oh no
And ain't nobody gonna love you like you are
If you take whatever he brings your way, oh no no no
You see the thing of it is we deserve respect
But we can't demand respect without change

There comes a time when
We must go our own way

Just let go
Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Everything's gonna work out right you know
Just let go, let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Just let it go

'Cause sometimes a love
Can work out right by now
And sometimes you'll never know it
You never ever gonna know it
But if it brings you pain in your life
Don't be afraid to let it go

Just let go
Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
And everything's gonna work out right you know
Just let go, let it flow, let it flow, let it flow
Just let it go

Toni Braxton - If I Have To Wait

You've been hurting a long time,the kind of pain I know too well.It's been pulling you under,like some kind of evil spell.I'm gonna hold, I'm gonna hold you,till the ghosts all disappearI'm not going anywhere, I'm gonna stay right here.
If I have to wait for you, I'll hang on the line.If I had to just make due, I`ll do it 'til the end of time.If I have to feel this pain ,to know that you will be mine, all mine.That's the choice I make.That's the risk i'll take.If I have to wait, for you.
Your tears are my tears,and I'm crying them too.'Cause I can't, No I can't,I just can't find a way to get through to you.I know you really love me, but there is a part of you still missing.You've given me all that you can, but I want everything, everything, everything.
 I'll wait, I'll wait, I'll wait.I'll wait, I'll wait, I'll wait.I'll wait, I'll wait, I'll wait.
If I have to wait for you, I will hold on the line.If I have to just make due, I'll do it, I'll do it, I'll do it, I'll do it baby.

Toni Braxton - Trippin'

Ain't nobody ever prove their love when
Things were all good
And two people are smiling
Love is found way down in the trenches
When he's throwin a fit
And she is sittin there crying
We tear it up
To patch it up
Break up
To make up
The show goes round and round
And that how we get down
We go back and forth
And anyone who goes through this should know
That what i am saying is for real
Real love is meant this way

We say things that we don't mean
And that's the way love works out sometimes
He's trippin
She's trippin
And we both be trippin and
That's the way love works out sometimes
Cause when it's on it's on
And your no longer stressin'
And life teaches a lesson
That love is still a blessin
Cause when it's all said and done
Were back at square one
And that's the way love works out sometimes

What you know about screamin' yellin' cuzin' pushin', and rumblin' and arguing
Like it's 12 rounds up inside the garden
I say where the hell you going
And you say I'm getting up out of here
And I say you ain't going no where
Then I follow you down the stairs,
Get in front of you and then I scream
Times like this I know you're
Still the one
 And the truth is this is really love
And ooooh yeah
When I feel like going off
I brush my shoulders off
And you know...

We say things that we don't mean
And that's the way love works out sometimes
He's trippin
She's trippin
And we both be trippin and
That's the way love works out sometimes
Cause when it's on it's on
And your no longer stressin'
And life teaches a lesson
That love is still a blessin
Cause when it's all said and done
Were back at square one
And that's the way love works out sometimes

You wont believe it until you see it
How much you need somebody
(need somebody)
And you'll never know how far you'll go
When you love somebody
(love somebody)
Ooohooh

Sometime we say the craziest things!

We say things that we don't mean
And that's the way love works out sometimes
He's trippin
She's trippin
And we both be trippin and
That's the way love works out sometimes
Cause when it's on it's on
And your no longer stressin'
And life teaches a lesson
That love is still a blessin
Cause when it's all said and done
Were back at square one
And that's the way love works out sometimes

I never knew love like this.

Must have been heaven sent to me,
Cause I never knew love like this.
You know you make me feel
So good inside and boy,
It's a feeling I just can't hide.
And baby words can't express my gratitude
For each and every little thing you do.
I want you to understand,
You're all the man
That I love and I know
That I need and I want and more.
Baby let me count the ways
How many ways, I love you
Let me count the ways
How many ways, I love you.

You know you're so very special to me my baby
I'll never let you go.
When I'm with you
I feel so free, I could count
From 1 up to 99 and still believe.
Although sometimes now baby
We disagree
There ain't never or will
ever be another love for me.
And I want you to know I appreciate
All the things that you do when you do
What you do for me.
Darling let me count the ways.....

till my dying day

Say there ain't no remedies for the way I feel
They say you ain't no good for me cuz you ain't for real
But they don't see the little things
The things that touch my heart
The way I feel when I'm inside your arms

And I love you
As in more than anything
And I love you
Even when my heart's in pain
And I love you
Is there any other way
I'm gon' love you 'till my dying day

See, I done been through everything, seen it all before
And I know there ain't no such thing as perfect love no more
But mines is good enough for me, so leave my heart alone
He's the best thing that my heart's gonna ever know

I'm so tired.....

I'm so tired of not doing the right thing when I'm suppose to.....

Dreamz

She believed in dreams all right,
 but she also believed in doing something about them.....
When prince charming didn't come along, 
she went over to the palace and got him.