save my world

I feel like I can save my world today.

Cataleya

The beautiful name Cataleya means orchid. 

used to be

I don't miss YOU 
I miss the person YOU used to be.

My Heart

I'm gone I don't blame you at all
Cuz after all the things you did for me
Got beaten by temptation 
I'm gone 
Girl you're better off alone
I don't want you to see
The truth in me...

Brand new day

It's a brand new day and yes I feel like I can do anything!!!!

Weak Emotion

"Fear is such a weak emotion 

that's why I despise it"  

- Lupe Fiasco 

I wish I knew

If I only knew what the future holds for me.....

Maybe

Maybe it was suppose to happen in a different way.  
Maybe I should be going with a specific person.
Maybe I just can't have it all.....

How come???

This is the moment I've been waiting for, 

but I'm still not fully happy.  

How come???

I'm going

So now that I'm going soon, 

I don't really know what that means.

Alexis Jordan - The Air That I Breathe

Did you know
That I'm content just watchin' you talk on the phone?
Somethin' as simple as hearin' your tone
Is enough for me to feel like I'm at home
Oh yeah
Did you know
That each and every time you walk into a room
My eyes are totally fixed on you?
I know you wanna show me all that you can do
But I think that you're confused
I don't ask for much, but I don't need anything
Baby, all that I ask, my only request
All that I really need
Is to share the same air that you breathe
Sometimes I just stay awake and watch you sleep
And try to guess what you do in your dreams
That's my favorite thing to do when you're with me
Oh, yeah
Did you know
That your smile lightens up through the night?
I like to think that happens when I'm on your mind
I know you wanna give the world to me tonight
But you should realize
I don't ask for much, but I don't need anything
Baby, all that I ask, my only request
All that I really need
Is to share the same air that you breathe
And I'll be okay as long as you're here with me, yeah
Baby, promise me that there's no turning back
I'll be fine, honestly
If I can share the same air that you breathe
So you don't have to prove that your love is true
Might give you the world tonight
'Cause I'll be satisfied if I'm by your side
I get a fillin' need from looking in your eyes
I don't ask for much, and I don't need anything
Baby, all that I ask, my only request
All that I really need
Is to share the same air that you breathe
And I'll be okay as long as you're here with me, yeah
Just promise me that there's no turning back
I'll be fine, honestly
If I can share the same air that you breathe

I came to tell you my past

I came to tell you my past
I'm hoping that you'll want a future after
tell me that you'll protect me
promise you won't regret me.

Alexis Jordan - Say That ( Music Video )

I'm in love with this song and the video!!!

Only YOU Can Be YOU

Why compare yourself with others? 
No one in the entire world can do a better job of being you than you.

people you don't like.

Never waste a minute of your precious life by squandering it thinking about people you don't like.

Arabian Knightz: Sisters Ft Isam Bachiri and Shadia Mansour YouTube

Great message!!!!

You want me to be.

Maybe I'm more than what you want me to be.

How do you do that??!!

How do you do that??!!
Make me feel like I'm worhtless and stupid.
Make me feel like I'm not good enough.
Make me feel like you're right and I'm wrong.
How do you do that??!!

Rebel - Nikki Flores + Lyrics

Little rush then you run
Tell me you want me but
Too busy acting tough
Just a touch and you're gone
Swear that you need me here
But you give in to fear

Don't run away, it's never too late
There's always a way to remedy
Cure the pain, mend the breaks
I can be all you need
I'm not the enemy

You make it impossible to get to your heart
As soon as I'm close is when you close the door
You're pushing me far away and making it hard
I know what you're going through, been hurt before
So let down your guard, I'll show you love
But you're still running like a rebel without a cause
You make it impossible to get to your heart
You're still running like a rebel without a cause

It's so easy to go
Shut down and numb the hurt
Wish you could fight the urge
But it's hard that you know
Just let me take your hand
Show you I understand


Don't run away, it's never too late
Cause I can be all you need
I'm not the enemy

You make it impossible to get to your heart
As soon as I'm close is when you close the door


You're pushing me far away and making it hard
I know what you're going through, been hurt before
So let down your guard, I'll show you love
But you're still running like a rebel without a cause
You make it impossible to get to your heart
You're still running like a rebel without a cause
You're still running like a rebel without a cause

You see it coming then you turn around and then you're gone
I try to slow you down and show you it's safe to love
But still you're running like a rebel without a cause

Can't keep running away from
Running away from it all
Like a rebel without a cause

tired of trying.

Can’t things just turn out good for once? 
I’m so tired of trying.

No it ain't

I wish I could stop living for yesterday and focus on today*

Still no IB spirit??

How the hell did I manage to put myself in the same situation again??!!

This time it's only 4 months left.....great job girl!!!

Overloved

I need to find somebody who can't sleep at night
Without holding me tight
I want someone who sees me all the time in their dreams
And then wakes up thinking just of me
Spent time on my own
Spent time being free
Now I just wanna be

Overloved
Over needed
Over wanted
Over missed when I'm away
Overloved
Over dreamed of
Over cared about
Over everything
I'd give anything to be overloved

I want someone who can't wait to kiss me again
Even though it's been a minute since they last did
Want someone who loves love songs
And dedicates them to me
And two loving arms never out of reach
Been fine all alone
Did fine being free
This time I wanna be
Overloved

Want someone to talk to me sweet
Want someone who's there to share their world with me
I've been too lonely for too many nights
This time I need someone here in my life
This time I want someone holding me tight
Been under kissed, under touched
Now I just wanna be

Overloved
By someone who's over in love with me
Overloved
Over kissed over touched over missed
 I just wanna be overloved.

I'm underwater

If I could draw a line around myself

If I could be invisible no one could hurt me now

If I would never need nobody else

But its too late....

You're everything I swore I'd never be

You're making me want something I was doing fine without

Like a wave you're crashing over me

And it's too late......

I'm over my head

And there's no way out

It's like I'm underwater trying not to drown

The harder I fight

The deeper I fall

Why am I so afraid to risk it all

I wish that I could hear

But I can't remember how

But time can't save me now.. I'm underwater

I need you now, your hand to pull me in

I wish I didn't want you but I'm helpless to resist

I'm caught up in this struggle I can't win

And it's too late.......