She is not weak. She is not stupid. She is not ignorant. She is not irresponsible. She is not worthless. She is not scared. She is not ugly. She is not controlled. And she is NOT a doll without emotions. So please mind what you say in front of her....
I went to the bed on top of the world, but today the world is on top of me. Now everyone got opinions, though they've never been in my position. Feels like I always fall short of being worthy, cuz' I ain't good enough but He still loves me.
Somehow I managed to complicate things so much.... It's like I can't help myself nor can anyone else help me. I'm stuck in limbo, until I find a way out.
Sometimes I wish I could escape and put it all behind me. But if I leave then I can never come back again and that's a fact. I'm lonely now but I'm afraid of being alone if I choose to leave.