I feared...

I feared being alone,
until I learned to like myself.
I feared failure,
until I realized that I only fail when I don't try.
I feared success,
until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself.
I feared people's opinions,
until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway.
I feared rejection,
until I learned to have faith in myself.
I feared pain,
until I learned that it's necessary for growth.
I feared the truth,
until I saw the ugliness in lies.
I feared life,
until I experienced its beauty.
I feared death,
until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning.
I feared my destiny,
until I realized that I had the power to change my life.
I feared hate,
until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.
I feared love,
until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days.
I feared ridicule,
until I learned how to laugh at myself.
I feared growing old,
until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.
I feared the future,
until I realized that life just kept getting better.
I feared the past,
until I realized that it could no longer hurt me.
I feared the dark,
until I saw the beauty of the starlight.
I feared the light,
until I learned that the truth would give me strength.
I feared change,
until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly had to undergo a metamorphosis before it could fly.

Climbing to the top cuz' I can.

Your thoughts affect your feelings, your feelings affects your actions, 
and your actions affect a lot of what happens to you. 
So doesn't it make sense to start out with positive thoughts?

Things are bound to change....

Things are bound to change.......

I just wanted to hold on a little longer.

Dysfunctional friends movie quote

"Over the years I constantly tried to get us all together. 

Thinking that we can still kick it like old times, keep the same relationships, interact the same way.

It took me some time to realize that the past is called the past for a reason.

I accepted that I needed to live in the present and look forward to the future. 

Why should you try to relive a moment in your life you've already experienced?

Go places you've already been? Life is about discovering...

I accepted that everybody moves on and I realized that, that's not such a bad thing.

My dysfunctional friends"

-I love this quote, because it explains my life.

Done done done :)

I'm done done done.....for now at least :)

My life.

So long,
Farewell
Hello, to the new me.
The better me.
That's right.
My Life...


20, and I've realized,
everything you want's not meant to be.
20 then you qualify,
to stand up to responsibilities.
So I tried to prioritize,
by deciding what I know is best for me.


So I set sail emotion,
I say, 
So long, farewell.
My life's moving forward.
My ship has sailed,
and I'm so glad it's over.
My heart is well,
after all that I've been through
I found myself.


21, I hope that I'm with someone who truly cares for me.
If I'm not, I'll be alright, 
I'll accept the time I know God has for me.
One day I'll be the perfect wife.
That's my destiny,
and I won't be afraid to try...


I'm looking out for me,
taking care of my needs.
Life isn't guaranteed,
it's time to start living.
It won't always be the same,
can't be afraid of change.
You wanna have your way,
demand till you're satisfied.
Don't lower you're self esteem,
you gotta live your dream.
It's all bout confidence,
to let them know that you can stand up.
You never try,
learn to express you mind.
Sometimes you gotta fight,
it's your life so don't you give up.

Positive thinking

Positive thinking isn’t about expecting the best thing to happen every time, 

it’s about accepting that whatever happens is good for this moment, 

and then making the best of it. 

So stay positive, and hold on to what’s truly important. 

Let your worries go. 

No matter how you look at it, some outcomes just don’t make sense right away. Choosing to carry on with your goals through this uncertainty is what matters. 

I need the courage to think like this....

Will it happen or not...

I wanna know what's gonna happen to me in 2 months...

What to do???

What do you do 

  when you want something so bad,

           but you can't get it?

For a better future.

Soon it'll all be over and then I just have to wait.

Life gets boring

Never be afraid to try something new because life gets boring when you stay within the limits of what you already know.

A new life

You want a new life, but you take the one you get every morning for granted.

How happy I was in Malaysia.

Looking back at how happy I was in Malaysia.

It was the most amazing experience ever!!

I really wish to come back one day.

It's nice to remember the times you felt true happiness.

It's temporary

It's all temporary...
the pain,
the loss,
the hurt,
the fear,
the insecurity,
it's all temporary.

Ain't it cold when the one you love lets you go, 
and you got nowhere else to go. 
It's cold on the other side yes I know.

What's next?

I've made a lot of mistakes.

So what's next for me???

You're not on the right path.

If the path you're on is making you live a destructive life. 
Then you're not on the right path.
Just saying...

It hurts

It hurts to know all the things that could have been...

My existence depends on this.

If everything goes as planned I will be the happiest girl alive.
But if everything doesn't then my life is screwed (POINT BLANK PERIOD)

What's worse?

I don't even know what's worse. 

To be completely ignored or to be blamed.